Purpose.

Ah, such a great, grand talk that I had tonight. It's funny how one simple statement can turn into one GIN-AMOROUS, deep conversation. You know, I'm not sure what my purpose is, yet. I'm 19, and I know what I am good at. Currently I'm not attending school, and I'm kind of lost as to what I am going to do for the rest of my life. I realized that I need God. That's right, I said it. I have come to the realization that I need God, and so does everyone else in this whole entire universe. I have been going to church, youth groups, church camps, and lots of other things.. and I never thought anything about it. I was preached about it for so long, and I just sat there unimpressed, and uninterested. I am so happy that I met someone who actually cared about me enough to tell me that I am empty, and lost. You know what, he was right. There is a God out there, and I surly can not do any of this alone.

GOAL 1:
I'm going to stop comparing myself to my sisters, to my parents, to my friends, to what everyone else does. My purpose, my drive, my attributions is different than anyone else's. I am not better than you, and you are not better than I am.


I went through the motions for so long, and I am just starting realize how much of a waist and lost all those years were. Now, finally someone decided to help me, to care about me. Wow, you really have made one of the greatest impacts on my life. No one inspires me, never, but you did. I can't thank you enough, really.

=)