You can't trust anyone, at some point in time everyone will disappoint you. It's human nature. People make mistakes, I make mistakes just like everyone else in this world makes mistakes. You shouldn't hold grudges on people who hurt you, or upset you, but that doesn't mean that you have to be buddies with them. Right? I promised myself to never fall for anyone. Relationships are messy, and people's feelings and emotions get involved. Someone always gets hurt, and it is never fair. I was thinking, what if someone comes along and they are my perfect match for me. Do I push them away, or let them in?

At the pit of my stomach I do want to get married, have children, and live my life surrounded by someone that I love so deeply that if they were to die I would die from a broken heart.

Even though relationships are messy, and scary I shouldn't deny my feelings for someone who i want to be with, and someone that is right for me, whoever that person may be