Walk

Today, I took a walk throughout the streets and onward to the park. I brought my dig. camera and snapped some shots of the sights, and objects and pretty much everything in sight. It was a tad bit cold, but I surely did not mind. The sky was a rich vibrant blue, and the grass was lush from the excessive amount of rain. I miss taking walks by myself and snapping shots of everything in sight. I never take pictures anymore.. I miss it.

Today I thought about summer and being at the beach and getting sand between my toes, while the bitter cold salt water hits my back. I miss laying beneath the sun, and driving throughout Kanan in Erin's car. I miss Paris, and the smell of cigarettes blowing in my face against the chilly cold air. I miss Heidi, and driving along the PCH in Vern the Volvo while listening to Damien Rice. I miss Young Moth Vintage with Ariella and taking pictures all day long.. just the two of us. I miss living with Tamra and going to the pool every single day, and never getting sick of one another. I miss Susanne the Saturn, and blasting aggravating pop music with Natalie. I miss taking trips to Hollywood, & Santa Monica in Susanne.  

I'm tired of living in the same repetition, and never having anything to look forward to. 

I need a car.

=(